At 3pm on Friday, April 10, AD30, Jesus died on a Roman cross. His head knew that he had obeyed God's will. He knew that God loved him. His head knew he would rise again.
What he felt was, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"
Here is a reminder for anyone who wonders where God is when they are in a time of deepest anguish. Jesus has been there too and feels their pain.